One fkn lie and no not by me or my mouth,,my ways or my acts for any heart I had ever come across,,But one lie spoken with even not a word can fkn ruin 20 lifetimes of memories for the future which were not even to be or become yet,,,,Sad fkn sad deal to take on a heart that many do every day but for to have sympathy I did and will always for that is all I can have for somebody like that, I just cant let nobody ever use that against my heart ever again to hurt my heart or as my weakness,,Sad but it is all over now being used and lied to by so many.......I WAS HIT BY ALL THESE BOLTS OF LIGHTNING AS GOD IN MY PRAYERS TO HIM COMMANDED ME TO STAY TRUE AND STAND THROUGH ALL OF THEM FOR THEY WERE NEVER MINE TO STAND FOR,,SO I DID AND NOW NOBODY CAN CALL ME FOR NOTHING AND CALL YOU OR EVEN MY EX YOU WANTED TO SHOW UP IN BATTLE AGAINST CAN ANYBODY CALL YOU BOTH ANYTHING EITHER... .youtu.be/PuDzAQriQP0...............And soon after here n now I ask of you so you have the true n only honest keys to hold in your hands for your heart if you love me as I know you are looking for want me to love and be happy,,I say this as maybe I may have been the biggest sinner in the past or not of only a saint but if you choose to love me, your not getting some 3 or even 10 time loser,,your getting a true honest person with a kind heart full of love n life for happiness even so much for others if you decide to share your heart with them I can soon follow your lead and your eyes of how pretty your smile truly is for being a blessing to the world..All the unknown sinner n saint business or past stuff makes no difference in the true me that I am and who you once if you love and hold me just once by my hand shall you never let go so as I write this and your more then brave and beautiful I say to you now for no lies or ways of wicked deception,,They and I mean many all had their chance to be who they chose to be and either accept ,y heart for what true they knew or so much as lie and be wicked instead,,,Well nobody as moving past today seems to have that chance now but you because I apologize as of yet young lady for no disrespect to your heart or of what you have to offer for love and kindness to not only me but the world I only chose not to make moves near you long ago as I did the same for them so nobody would be hurt when I stumbled in the black for the sake of Lady America and the blessings God gave to me to protect and as many attempted more then just trying to be evil or wicked at my heart some spoke they cared and had more then a chance because they tried to force it upon me,,But as when long ago back then I when I heard some music from your heart of invitation whether we accepted each other as anything to be in this lifetime whether it will be in love or just true love of kindness and friendship,,I did not turn down your offer to offend ,hurt or disrespect you in any way for some other place I wanted to be for even some party or drink,,I had to be places for hearts I cared about like to take the pain away all were causing my children even so drink maybe I did for solutions,,But gave them and many chances not to lie to my face or force their will of what they wanted upon me I also did so nobody would even have a the chance or reason to ever lie to me,,Well seems like the luck of the draw in many situations of what I have in my heart which is I apologize for back then when I could not make it to a place where it may have been better off for me,,,But for your eyes now and the start of you even knowing a bit a bout how my heart is true and who I really am which they tried to ruin if the y could not have me or I was not for them,,The draw have it I let them all have a the same fair chance at just asking nothing of them but not to lie to me even if they wanted me gone or not near them,,,well it seems I see we have never been so near even as we were so far apart,,,But you being very strong as the woman and lady you are,,You kept everything and every chance alive to make my heart even just have a true friendship which can or could turn into something deeper then all of the oceans and skies above so from here and beyond it seems I must say thank you and not just for never lying to me or by actions that would hurt a person who didnt do to deserve those acts,But for even risking your heart to show through it all that you cared enough to be elsewhere if that is what it took not to hurt me...~~ALIVE AND FOR MORE OF THE UNKNOWN THEN A BILLION WRITERS OF WITNESS FROM OR FOR CENTURIES CAN BEGIN TO KNOW AND FOR MY HEART BEING HONEST N TRUE AS FOR CENTURIES THAT NOBODY COULD BEGIN TO EVER TRY TO LISTEN FOR THEIR LIES N ACTIONS CENTURIES AGO LOST THAT CHANCE TO EVER WITNESS OR UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO NOW~~
Posted on: Sun, 28 Dec 2014 15:57:12 +0000