One month of Chloe missing: Needless to say, this has been a very difficult month for me. There are no words to describe the kind of pain that comes with losing something so special so unexpectedly. I realize the loss of a human life is so much worse and so different, but I am speaking to those that know what its like to lose a pet that was taken away too soon and especially without warning. I have been frowned upon by people close to me and maybe others for taking such an obsession over losing Chloe and wanting to do everything in my power to find her. I apologize if I have offended you in any way, but that is the reason I created this page for Chloe. If you dont like it, you dont have to follow my story or my posts. I have people in my family that are suffering an illness like cancer and are doing everything they can to stay alive and fight it. In some way that is how I feel about Chloe. If there was something I could do to bring her back to me I would. If there was something I could do to heal my family that is sick, I would. With regards to my ill family all I can do is pray. If I had the remedy to take it away or heal them through resources and tools, I would, but ALL I can do is pray for God to grace them with the strength to get through this unbearable illness that no one should ever have to go through and heal them. With Chloe, its only different in that on top of prayer I feel that there is something in my power that I can do to help find answers and help bring her home. At least that way I can have more peace of mind that I did everything in my control to do so. If I didnt, I would have always wondered what if. I have been criticized for the love of my dog and I have been praised by many of you that I have met through this page for the love of my dog. What can I say, I have a huge heart, especially for a voiceless creature that God gave us that only shows nothing but unconditional love and devotion to its owner. I am putting my search for Chloe to a rest. I will not give up posting on Craigslist, other websites, shelters, etc., but I cant continue to take away my time from my family who needs me more than ever. I wont give up hope that Chloe will escape the people she is with and come home or turn up somewhere. Miracles happen every day. But, I do need to refocus my time to those that need me. This has been one heck of a journey and one emotional roller coaster. Not sure what is meant to be or why this happened, but I have to put my trust in God that what is meant to be will be. I miss Chloe more than ever and would love to kiss her sweet head again. She always had a way to make me feel better when I was down and needed her most. She will always be my buddy at heart. Nothing can replace her, but I will move on and I will be ok. I pray that she is alive and in a good place getting the love that she deserves. I thank Paulette for never giving up on her and being that she is in Pasadena where she can continue the search effort, I so appreciate her for that. Anyone else that can help her do this, I absolutely appreciate. I will check in from time to time and share whats going on, but I so appreciate all of your efforts in this search and encouraging me not to give up.
Posted on: Wed, 06 Aug 2014 05:48:29 +0000
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