One of the hardest things to deal with in life is falling in love with someone, and you keep trying to start a new, you try not to think of that person, but they are always on your mind anyway. The worst part is that the other person puts big walls around them to protect them from you. The walls get bigger and bigger and wider as time goes by leaving you in a position that you cannot do anything, your hands are tied. So you cannot even say that you love them and then walk away or try to be friends. They have blocked off all avenues of safe approach so because of their actions you are totally defenseless and helpless. Because of that persons actions you cannot even hint that you are still in love with her because she may have some sort of negative reaction, and possibly cause troubles for you. So you are forced to pretend, and you must look the other way, and pretend, and go home to cry. You have been misjudged and there is not a thing that you can do about it. (One of the band members from the new Zealand rock group wrote a Facebook message to a young female and the Police were immediately brought in by the young ladies mother. He learned a painful lesson) They leave you powerless and stuck in a spot in life not able to go forward. And just like the song by Jewel you are just Standing Still waiting. You want to sing I Wont Let Go from Rascal Flatts, but you feel like the Bee Gees song, How Can You Mend A Broken Heart? like them, I was never told about the sorrows, how can a loser ever win? You would kind of hope that all those Little Wonders that God was trying to tell them something, if only she knew that she Could Count On Me. and then come Home (Westlife). Then you could say Hello! (Lionel Richie), instead of My eyes adored you, but I never laid a hand on you. (Frankie Valli), and then I havent met you yet. (Michael Buble.), but if she took away the walls you could both discuss that Wouldnt it be nice (Beach Boys) and both be Happy (Pharrel Williams), then go forth together and find real Happiness (Alexis Jordan). God Only Knows (Beach Boys) why people put up walls that we cannot get past. Give your heart a break (Demi Lovato) should be her song. She should know that Everythings Gonna Be Alright Now. (Babysitters Circus), because Everything I do, I do it for you (Bryan Adams), but I can tell her because she wont let me near. What we want is Everlasting Love (Love Affair), and we meet finally Enchanted instead of forcing laughter, faking smiles by walls of insincerity. My heart wants to take her into my arms and hug her protectively whispering, Dont worry baby. (Beach Boys). All along with my changes to become new I was Doing it all for my baby (Huey Lewis and the News) because lovingly I would say All I do is think about you (Stevie Wonder). Sometimes I think Back to December and I remember I gave you roses from my heart and you left them there to die. But now that its Fall (Autumn) you have discovered that you love me, wouldnt that be nice. I was so sad All Summer long (Beach Boys). Thankfully I can see clearly now (Johny Nash), I know who I love, and my heart thinks I go crazy (Paul Davis) thinking of her. But since I cannot go near her I like dreaming (Kenny Nolan) cause dreaming can make her mine, closing my eyes and feeling fine. One thing is for sure as Adele says Ill be waiting, I wont Let Go, until she is Coming Home (Diddy-Dirty Money). I think of God and life, and love and I know that is she comes to me that Ill be there and together we can bring salvation back. All the best from James M Sandbrook. All songs mentioned above are on my cell phone.
Posted on: Sat, 03 May 2014 06:13:31 +0000
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