One year ago today I said goodbye to my sweet Mirvin. While what they say is true, time heals all wounds, I feel the inherent sadness and have the heaviest of hearts. Besides his daddy, Gary Banach, he was, and will always be, my heart and soul. The kids, Enan and Nia, and I will be going to get balloons today to release our messages up to him. Its what we did for his brother, Riley, on the first anniversary of his death. I cannot believe that it has been a year already. I can still see and hear him in the house. Especially when I catch a glimpse of Etta in the corner of my eye. Startles me. Mirvin, my sweet boy, there are and will never be words that can describe what your passing has done to my heart. I still cannot comprehend that you do not physically exist here on this planet anymore. I feel the pain and emptiness every day, especially when I look on my dresser where you slept on the cable box during the day. You are it for me. I love Cassanova, Etta and Benny (and he makes it really tough to do so!) very much, and its going to break my heart when they pass away, but it will never be the same as the love I have for you. Sounds mean, but it is the truth. Cassanova is my saving grace. Without him and his affection and cuddles I would feel empty and depressed even more. So thank you for making sure that I am taken care of by him. I love you sweet, beautiful, Mirvin, now until infinity. The tattoo of your name on my ankle helps me smile and lets others know how I feel about you. Thank you GOD for loving and trusting me with this beautiful creature for 18 years.
Posted on: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 10:01:37 +0000
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