Ooook today Im working on me Cynthia Johnson, I realize I put everyone and everything first. I am guilty of putting my dreams, calling, desires, health, personal relationships, and happiness on the back burner, for others. Its okay for me to ask for help, prayers, a hug, and tissues to wipe my eyes. I am allowed to admit I dont know the answers to everything, say NO I cant help you, Im in pain, sad, hungry, and lonely sometimes. Im frightened at times, have self esteem & trust issues, feel lost and unworthy. I am loving, kind, generous, thoughtful, & considerate. I do bleed when cut, cry when hurting or let down. I close the door, when I am going through and shout people out. Its hard for me to ask for and except help. I feel the words I love you comes with a condition or a but attached. I just want people to treat me like I treat them, and Im going through the empty nest syndrome. I ask myself why did God call me, because I feel like Im not good enough to do his work. I love the Lord with all my heart, and my family too. I am not afraid to die, I just wanna leave a positive mark on the world when Im gone. I am working on being a better ME what about you? #Iamnotperfect #workingonlovingme
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 21:28:17 +0000
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