******PRE JOURNAL ENTRY************** THERE IS SOOO MUCH I WANT TO SAY RIGHT NOW, FB... BUT I AM SOOO EXHAUSTED.. NOT doing a Whoa is Me thing as My Day has been beyond well and blessed and I am just Happy... As I type this, and no Whoa Is Me Stuff but how I KNOW My Body is Acting in exhaustion? I am LITERALLY shivering and shaking, literally like going into shock.. I havent had this feeling since I went in Overload in the Taxi Cab Business Venture or when I went into overload in managing multiple major projects/ litigations at the same time and all over the place in living off of Adrenaline but I will be ok... I remember when I took soo many projects on in superwoman mode when Daddy was alive and as I can multi task, and for all I did, he would say at times, Tamara, go home and get some rest and rest and youre doing a good job.. Now get some rest... .. It even amazed him at times how much I could do and powerball through situations but the KEY THING IS REST.. IT IS VERY IMPORTANT.. I HAVE A JOURNAL ENTRY TO DO BUT WILL DO LATER.. I AM SOOO GRATEFUL FOR MINI MES COACH, THE FELLOW SUPPORTIVE TEAM MOMS AS WE HAVE AN ALLIANCE TOO AND LEARNING AND LISTENING STORIES AND LIVES AND SUPPORTING EACH OTHER AND EMPOWERMENT AND MOST OF ALL, BEING THERE FOR OUR KIDS.. IT WAS GOOD STUFF... My child couldnt fight, Today because his other knee isnt right and Im just grateful and acknowledgement on how things unfolded as I see real sides of people and just RESPECT.. GOOD STUFF.. I am grateful and standing back in observance, yet supportive that Mini Me spoke to his Dad, Tonight and let vibrations flow.. I am grateful about Antonio Banderas as he kept me company via text, Today, during the events and were overdue to talk and counting down and just smiling as feelings are mutual on some levels.. I couldnt talk and I KNOW I said I would call him back but as you guys can see, the day was busy and I got side tracked and exhausted and WILL HIT HIM FIRST THING AM AS MY SOUL IS CALLING FOR HIM.. Not talking about relationship.. Just vibrations and its just good stuff.. THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SMILE, INSIDE AND OUT.. But the day has been well... There is soo I want to say and go into detail and true stories.. But Im exhausted yall.. I need to sleep at least for a couple hours as Ill be racing later, tonight and need my head right... Life is Never An Easy Road and Full of Twists and Turns, Ups and Downs and Puzzles/ Mysteries.. LIFE AND THE UNIVERSE ARE A PLAYGROUND.. Sometimes we get bruises and scrapes and still enjoy the slides and swings and see saws and other.. BUT ITS ALL WORTH IT... JUST ENJOY LIFE.. FOR TODAY?? I WILL SAY AND WILL EXPLAIN LATER I AM JUST THANKFUL OF MY LIFE THAT CHOSE ME AND THE LIFE I CHOSE TO LIVE.. I AM THANKFUL AND APPRECIATIVE OF THOSE THAT SURROUND MY AND MY CHILDS HEART AND LIFE.. JUST THANK YOU AND SENDING SOOO MUCH LOVE BACK.. Restin, My Heart, My Mind and My Soul, Just for a Few... I REALLY needed Today.. Even with lack of sleep, THINGS I WENT THROUGH TODAY WERE ALL WORTH IT AND I SAY THANK YOU... FOR MANY REASONS AS MY HEART SMILES.. GOOD STUFF. Night for Now, FB.. I REALLY need to send a message to Mini Mes Coach for reasons and will do that later.. Hes just one of many and the most random things that people dont even realize that they do but make a lifes impact on others.. Good Stuff and just THANK YOU.. Again?? Folks?? I say IT FEELS GOOD TO FEEL AND BE ALIVE AND AWAKE AGAIN.. And all in the meantime, Daddy is right there with me and I smile and nod as I remember words he said that were never so accurate... I may not understand what he was saying at times (although I thought I knew everything), but in time, I will understand.. Just keep on Living... Again?? I say Thank You as I look up with tears flowing from my right cheek and humble for reasons.. Life.. THIS LIFE.... IS TRULY AN EXPERIENCE AND ADVENTURE.. EMBRACE THE RIDE. #RandomButTrueStory
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 07:03:21 +0000
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