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Personal Story Time: It was around Christmas two years ago. I had just split up with a woman I loved very much. We had planned to be married soon and start our own family. The pain I was feeling was as unbearable as most who have loved and lost so dearly. My apartment was filled with spirits. I dont know if they were trying to comfort me but there presence and actions were driving me beyond the brink of madness. So in all the pain and mental torment mostly self inflicted I am sure I reached up and cried out to the great spirit. I AM LOST! PLEASE GIVE ME A VISION TO GUIDE ME! I suddenly felt I had no control over my body I was walking in a trance. I pulled o book of the shelf without looking at what it was I was grabbing. It was a book I had bought and been meaning to read but havent yet. It was, Arthur and the Mystic Grail by John Matthews. I randomly opened to a page and It was an old woodcut of the nights at the round table during the Pentecost feast. I dont remember what I began to read to the left of the image but then It made me want to grab the book I have had since I was a very small boy. Its amazing that I even still have it. I began reading the chapter on The Holy Grail and Sir Lancelots vision of it. Know to back track a year before this I was trying to create my own ritual method of communing with the Great Spirit. Now a year later I recieved a transmission form the old tale that I was seeing the elements subtley in front of my minds eye of the ritual most high. I could see and feel what elements and symbol to create in my inner sepulture/inner sanctum. It had dawned on me that this energy and information was far to powerful to be erased or controlled by the politics of church and state. So It was carried on by the Bards to the Troubadores in myth to reach future mystics with the eyes to see. I thanked the great spirit and my life has never been the same since. Thank you for reading, blessing of peace be upon you all. Namaste
Posted on: Fri, 29 Aug 2014 17:02:16 +0000

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