Plz pray for me this mornin...I am miss mom aweful...I have lot anger but God knows my heart. Still have urges to just call her and being so busy with all that pretained her since our loss I have days where I snap out of it and realize I no longer have her. I know lot of fb friends are seeing everyones post about her and wondering will we get pass this and I am not sure. We all love our parents but somwthing about talking to moms and giving u just the words or advice u needed hear changed everything. I miss those conversations. I watched her suffer for last three yrs with this aweful cruel disease. She worried and fought at same time to the very end. My only comfort is knowing she is with her Savior and has a healed soul with no pain, sorry or worry. I am thankful that she never got hear the dreaded last bone marrow results that was given to us and that was she had acute leukimua. Mom, I miss you something aweful and I cant bring you back and wpuld not knowing what laid ahead with treatments. I know we are only passing thru this earth and from day we are born we are one day closer to death. We never know what day will be ours but we have know without a doubt Christ as our Savior for that eternal life. I pray if you dont know him find someone who does and ask for guidance. It is free for the taken. God gave me in my eyes the sweetest, passinate, spiritual, obidient, concern, thoughtfulness, prettiest, loving , etc MOTHER that any son could have asked for to raise, nurter, guide and steer me right. Thank you mom and dad for taken me church in my younger yrs and instilling His words in me so I can one day see you again. Your work is done. Rest now and we shall rejoice together again and praise Him together just like Sunday mornings at Christ Chapel. Love you, mom.......
Posted on: Thu, 31 Jul 2014 13:36:24 +0000