Profound moment: So about 2 weeks ago now I found a little 2 year old walking down the sidewalk in her diaper on a day where it was 14 below with the wind chill. She was so stiff I felt like I was lifting a bag of bricks. I began to panic and didnt call the law out of some mommy code which is I know someone is gonna come barreling out the house any moment screaming her name frantically... Never happened, I had to call back up my baby sis.. because I felt like I was having a test of some kind and if I failed id affect this already neglected and traumatized precious little girl. I cant type all the details id rather not revisit those feelings, but ever since that day ive just felt like any one in your life you love express it and any one that neglects you, leaves you out in the cold, they dont have your best interest in mind thus they should be left behind. In some way im internalizing what happened, and Im not sure why but for what its worth, im so grateful Jehovah placed me there that moment to be a protector for her. May you be well ZhaZha im always going to pray for you.
Posted on: Sat, 08 Mar 2014 07:01:03 +0000
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