Ryan would of been 36 years old today. So much has changed so fast in the two years since he passed away. It is a reminder of how much faster the world moves on then we realize. We are not who we were two years ago, and we are not who we are going to be two years from now. Part of me has been trapped in that hospital room, and in the living room of his house since May 14 2012. His birthday is a reminder of how fast time goes, and what I have missed being trapped in those rooms. I have not been myself, and I have not moved forward becoming the person I am going to be. It is time to start living life like it is flying by. Its time to embrace the ride. Time to catch up and figure out who Im going to be without my brother. I carry him around my neck, on my arm, and in my heart. I am certain he knows how much I love and miss him. He will understand if I walk out of that hospital room, and living room forever, and concentrate on repairing myself, and living life to the fullest. Time to go off the grid and concentrate on what is real and what is right infront my face. I will see you when I see you. If it has been a long time since I have seen you face to face we should have Lunch, Dinner, have a beer, meet for a chat, go to a movie, take a walk, take the kids to the park, interact and maybe become good friends. What do we have to loose. Call me sometime 734-552-3177. Lets make a real memory. I honestly hope to see you sometime. I will make time if you will. I dont know when or if I will be back to this. Enjoy everything you do. Get Busy Living or Get Busy Dying. It is all a matter of perception, and I personally have some work to do. Maybe you do to. If so join the Ride.
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 16:08:54 +0000
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