SAILING IN THE WIND For as long as I can remember I have been writing somewhat ferociously. I have been typing down every thought, concept, and major life lesson, in clever and complex word combinations. I had so much activity going on upstairs that I had to get it out so I could examine it and understand myself. In the process I went through some of the most powerful life changing experiences, sometimes day after day. This caused the circuitry of my brain to rewire itself to undo the neurosis that I had created through the rigid structure of society. Today as I write, I write as a different person than before. I write from a position of clarity, tranquility, and deep inner peace. I live not in the confines of my complex mind, I live in the heart center of my consciousness. I do not think any longer, I feel. I do not plan, I intuit. Its like there is a me beyond what you see, a Higher Me not confined by the 3 dimensional view of space and time. In that perspective I know more than I can even imagine as an ego centered manifestation of mind. I am calm, relaxed, and I listen instead of speak. I nurture instead of preach. I love instead of scream. I connect instead of leave. From this place I cannot work in the society as it is. I cannot even put energy into the dream I was so centered on just a few days ago. I cannot put energy into anything that does not agree with all that I am. I cannot control, manipulate, or force my way into anything I get. I am at peace and exist as the awareness of all things. It is only to connect with others that want that life, my purpose brings. I have truly let go of this life and the material attachment that was such a priority of recent days. I am just floating along connecting with whoever comes my way, going with the flow wherever it leads through the day. I dont have plans anymore, I only have hopes and dreams. I trust in the Spirit to guide me and show me the way. I understand that I do not have the answers for my life simply because I cant foresee everything. So I rest my faith in an unseen voice who whispers in my ear and calls to me by name. It has never led me astray. Only I am to blame for my dismay. Whatever the future holds I do not have a clue. Without pursuing money all the time I could lose some very wonderful things. I figured it up today though, and I realized that because of my current setup, if I wanted to just sit in my house and meditate and write, and invite friends over every day, all I need is $200 a month, no bullshit, and I am set for just that. I would lose my car and a phone service, but what is that worth in the Grand Scheme of things? Im positive I can net an income significantly higher than that just using my brain for a little each day. But does it matter? I could work in a field of travel, writing, and sailing the seas if it was my choice starting today. The point is that I have surrendered my egoic will in trade for a soul guided purpose. For love and peace I give my life and trust in the Universe to manifest my destiny. The real key here is that no matter what happens now I wont turn around and act in such a way that is not in my true desire or nature to be. I will put love first in every moment and go wherever that road leads. My focus is purely on connecting, socializing, and loving everything. Just let go and let the chips fall where they may. My head is clear now and my heart is pure. People notice this aura and where once I felt the world was horrid, everyone is good to me, or I cant even see them because theyre so far away. I see in the world that which I am. I am love and I love what I see day to day. There is only this moment. There is nothing else to think about. Live it up and connect to those around you, everyone you see. Just be real and enjoy the love that comes back to you every single day. Thats how you sail the Ocean. Without putting the heart first, all you do is sink. My sail is in the wind and I will let the wind blow it where it needs.
Posted on: Sun, 24 Nov 2013 10:41:43 +0000
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