SATAN Sitting,waiting for the doctor to come over and inform me with some news, news I may or may not allow myself to accept .Maybe my senses are all shut down forever,maybe they rested in oblivion as they are igniting hints of payback,my mind should pay the price for what it does to them,wondering , questioning, thinking , estimating and making things look complicated while they are already, sparking idea over another..throwing my soul into a maze,for my senses are slowly damaged, devastated and doomed. Your mother will live gasping for another whiff of air The doctor said . She may be needing extra care from now on He sharply added. I who was left alone to struggle,hated air ! What happens when you lose some feelings? maybe the capability to sense life. It is such a disgrace being unemotional,but again..Air is there for her. I couldnt help it but feel my guts turning into another vague being,Yes thats what I can only feel..blitzes of agony and pain.was it a demon? was it a call?..Oh!..I thank thee for another day , Im grateful to you crying ,she whispered..I wasnt able to hear the slut..But this new entity roaming being inside of me told me so, She is just praying ! midnight..only one star struggling hard to shine, while a moon is glowing, striking with sparkly beams..laughing like Satan. its Ram(Satan) versus worm. moon finally took over, lonely star perished. the Ram stares at me,pointing his little sparkles to my forehead,(One valve,One glory..eye for an eye..JUSTICE.) One line I couldnt quite understand, I couldnt feel nothing but the Rams holy voice echoing into my sacred mind,I understand now..I am a prophet and revelation is being put (JUSTICE!) . I strongly cried with suppressed force that suddenly breaks out..Such power I have never sensed. I reached the Rams horns as he , showing me, waving flages ,virgins..Zeuss crown and the echos are mixed with black bugles being blown by fallen angels all set to lay JUSTICE. I was lord..I was him ! All of a sudden, I woke up,having golden highlights all over my body,it is really annoying to be fed with gold while you can culp the silvers nectar. Yes ! sun was up, I forgot to do my prayers..Cant recall, Cant remember how to do them. but once I decide to pray..the Rams line clashes the hall of my mind.like lightning pulses. and what do I get ? lunacy was never familiar nor friendly.Yet, I screamed. JUSTICE,kingdom come the being says... Give me the valve the entity added. That was a blackout. I was reborn to witness codes. Codes to curse the divine without being touched.codes of light in the absence of winged entities. Ram is justice,Ram will create me,Ram will let me soar. I rushed for uprooting the valve, went through the slut, holding my cleaver ..not even looking at her..Im just seeing Ram. I always wanted to... she said...she wasnt actually very lucky to finish the line.My cleaver was fast. As it always used to be,I have been forever killing slaves with it to feed her .Now it is her time to taste its ruthless blade. 661 thrusts...661 thrusts! I felt alive..as Iam vomiting the thick blood that found its way to my mouth while I was slitting her rotten corpse. i took the heart..cut the valve ..raised it announcing triumph..( I HAVE IT..RELEASE JUSTICE..UTTER THE WORLD..MAKE ME GOD !) I screamed with joy, the entity..where is he? Is he gone? but that is not how bargains are done...(WHERE R YOU ? SPEAK TO ME !) I screamed again... - She used to love you,she was never ungrateful to thee The entity finally speaks as it clearly shows up upon the cleavers wide blade. - HERES THE VALVE..YOUR PRECIOUS VALVE..WHERES MY GLORY I said with full despair.. It was her valve., her precious valve, It made her live to thank you everyday . Giggling the Being talks. -Stoop! Stoop! Finish the deal Im begging you I said as I am trying to be sane - YOU FOOL! YOU MUD!!...YOU ROTTEN MUD! SHE NEVER PRAYED..SHE LOVED AND THANKED THEE!!! Says the entity as it is growing horns. - I SENSED IT..ALL THE TIME YOU WERE THERE..YOU ARE RAM!!) I screamed.. - As the mud molds itself..taking away the last whiff. Ram said..singing with a gruff echoing voice . - NO..NO..STOP SINGING ..STOP SINGING) Screaming me.. AS THE MUD MOLDS ITSELF..TAKING AWAY THE LAST WHIFF)..keeps singins.. (NOOO! HERES THE VALVE I DONT NEED IT..KILL ME..SLAY ME RAAM!! LET ME PERISH) I uttered my last few pleas..( The mud stiffens ..and. leaves. the.cliff)... Finally he ended the whole chapte, and to the same maze I created through my mind, I was thrown into it, But this time, not even physically mentally or spiritually alive . Yes , Call it greed, Call it selfness, Call it the wild ! I just call it instinct thou would probably ask who is telling the chapter..? By the way , It is (Satan) ! not Ram. End.
Posted on: Sat, 15 Nov 2014 21:05:06 +0000