SCREAMING HALLELUJAH THANK U LORD...now when I 1st saw this there were TEARS from REMEMBERING WHEN THEN CAME TEARS OF THANKFULNESS of TRULY BN a SURVIVOR of DOMESTIC VIOLENCE as if I was NEVER A VICTIM,now I say TRULY its because I HAVE A UNEXPLAINABLE FORGIVENESS 4 MY PERPETRATOR(s) but MOSTLY 4 THAT 1 who TRIED 2 TAKE AWAY MY MOST VALUABLE ASSET that comes NATURALLY MY BEAUTIFUL SMILE...YES the STILL BEAUTIFUL JOI TIFFANY makes MY STORY SEEM MEDIOCRE but IF I CAN SPEAK HONESTLY ANYONE WHO TRULY KNOWS ME KNOWS THAT 4 ME THAT was thee MOST HORRIFYING,SHAMEFUL&HURTFUL time in MY LIFE 2 walk around for 2 months w/my HEAD DOWN IN SHAME kuzz the 1 THING NO1 or ANY CIRCUMSTANCE was EVER ABLE 2 TAKE from HAD been TAKEN in the BLINK OF AN EYE....BUT MY GOD ALWAYS WORK EVIL OUT 4 HIS GOOD so much SO that THAT VERY PERSON WHO NOW has an AMPUTATION of 1 leg,stomach&inner complications that have him IN&OUT of surgeries due 2 BN SHOT UP NEAR DEATH BUT STILL SURVIVED&SURVIVING and NO I AM NOT HAPPY ABOUT THAT as SOME folk THINK I SHOULD BE.. but REMINDED ME of a WARNING NOT THREAT I told him 1 night back then of WHY HE SHOULD BE MINDFUL of HOW HE TREATS&TALK TO A CHILD OF GOD whos SPIRIT DWELLS INSIDE ME NO MATTER that I WAS BN DISOBEDIENT U WILL HAVE 2 ANSWER 2 HIM& he REMINDED ME I PRAYED 4 MERCY 4 him regardless of his TREATMENT of ME...bottom line THE LORD has giving ME SUCH A SPIRIT of FORGIVENESS which ALLOWS ME 2 BE A SURVIVOR so much so that I DIDNT GRAVEL or BOAST about his MISFORTUNE WOULDNT even allow myself 2 THINK it was HIS VENGEANCE 4 ME TIL MY EX TOLD ME OH YES THIS HAPPENED BECAUSE OF HOW HORRIBLY I TREATED U I KNOW KUZZ ILL NEVER FORGET THAT NIGHT U WARNED ME and NO1 CAN CHANGE MY MIND ON THAT but its OK kuzz IM STILL HERE KNOWING U FORGAVE ME and NOW HAVE MY OWN RELATIONSHIP w/HIM DAMN SURE A BELIEVER and NOW BLESSED w/A SON(who he shared 1st videos of his birth w/ME ) HEY HE just MADE SURE I CAN NEVER HURT another woman lol(HIS WORDS NOT MINE) ,TRULY a SURVIVOR kuzz I STILL LOVE w/o RESERVATION BUT w/CAUTION LOL&STILL BEAUTIFUL (INSIDE MOSTLY&OUT)&FLYYY ...so 2 ALL MY TRUE SURVIVORS #DomesticViolenceAwarenessMonth #NewBegginingsButNeverForgetWeSURVIVED #Only2HelpOthersNotDwellInIt #BeNotAshamed #SorryYall4MyBooklet LOL #ItFlowedWtheSpirit
Posted on: Tue, 07 Oct 2014 11:07:24 +0000
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