SO I WAS CLEANING UP THE CRIB GETTING READY FOR THE HOLIDAY AND ALL OF A SUDDEN THIS SONG COME ON (LOVE IS BLIND). I USE TO LOVE THIS SONG BECAUSE THE WAY SHE FELT ABOUT HER FRIEND, IS THE WAY I FELT ABOUT THIS GIRL I WAS FRIENDS WITH. BEFORE OUR FRIENDSHIP ENDED, WE HAD 7 YEARS IN, AND THIS YEAR WOULD HAVE MADE 11 YEARS. SHE DIDNT EVEN KNOW THE WORTH OF OUR FRIENDSHIP. IT WAS MORE THAN JUST A FRIENDSHIP, SHE WAS LIKE MY SISTER, COUSIN, BFF, GIRLFRIEND, DIARY, MY CHILD, ETC, EVERYTHING! IT ALL CAME TO A END IN 2010, SHE KNOWS WHY AND SHE IS ON MY FRIEND LIST, SO NO NEED TO EXPLAIN WHY. THE TRUTH IS THO, I FINALLY FORGAVE HER, BUT WHAT SHE DOES NOT KNOW IS, I WILL NEVER FORGET AND WHAT WE HAD WOULD NEVER IN LIFE BE AGAIN. NOT BECAUSE IM HOLDING A GRUDGE, BECAUSE IM NOT, BUT BECAUSE ALL THAT I PUT IN HER AND IM NOT TALKING FINANCIALLY BUT MENTALLY AND RISK I TOOK FOR HER. I WOULD HAVE KILLED A MFKER OVER HER, I REMEMBER HAVING TO GRAB THE BURNER ON MULTIPLE OCCASIONS AND COME FOR HER ON THE BUS AT THAT...SMH😢😢 SOME PEOPLE DONT REALIZE WHAT THEY HAD UNTIL ITS GONE. WE DID EVERYTHING TOGETHER, YOU SEE ME YOU SEE HER, YOU SEE HER YOU SEE ME. IT WAS NOT 1 THING A MFKER COULD HAVE TOLD ME ABOUT HER THAT I WOULD BELIEVE, BESIDES WHAT I ALREADY KNEW. SHE WAS #1, SHE WAS THE 1ST FRIEND I EVER HAD. WHEN WE FAIL OUT, SHE DONT KNOW WHAT IT DID TO ME. BUT WHAT I DID WAS PICK MY HEAD UP, BETTERED MYSELF, AND GOT OVER THE FRIENDSHIP WE USE TO HAVE. ITS SO FUKKD UP THO, CAUSE I WISH WHAT HAPPENED AND WHAT WAS SAID NEVER HAPPENED OR WAS SAID (FROM ME OR HER). ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO FIND 1 DAMN FRIEND BECAUSE FEMALES ARE FULL OF THEIR SELF OR AINT ON SHIT. I BEEN LOYAL SINCE DAY 1 AND I WILL ALWAYS REMAIN THAT. I STILL LOVE YOU, BUT THAT IS JUST IT, YOU DIDNT ONLY HURT ME, YOU HURT THE OTHER PEOPLE THAT WERE IN OUR LIFE. WELL, ENOUGH SAID, LET ME GET OUT MY LIL FEELINGS. STAY SAFE & BLESSED!
Posted on: Wed, 26 Nov 2014 23:57:58 +0000