SUPPORT NEEDED for Danielle!!! ~PRAYERS NEEDED PLEASE!!!!!! I relapsed after almost eight months of sobriety. Im hating myself more than you can imagine right now. Also waiting on a detox bed and an opening in a six month rehab. I realized my demons are greater than I thought and I need help to get rid of them. I have three heartbroken babies and a very unsupportive ex husband (the one who introduced me to this horror story of opiate addiction) Im sick as Hell and scared out of my mind. If I dont get into detox by the 6th Im going to jail for dropping dirty for probation violation. I believe this is my last chance. I cant handle letting my babies down anymore, seeing the hurt in their eyes because Mommy is a screw-up again. I was once an amazing mother but I allowed my addiction to become more important than my children and that is what I am MOST ashamed of. Please any words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated because Im at the end of my rope and dont have the strength to pull myself out of this abyss Ive fallen into. Thank you for being there to listen to my guilt and for understanding this demon Im fighting because no one else in my life is there right now and I cant blame them. Id walk away from me if I was them too. Please... help me.
Posted on: Sat, 31 May 2014 02:44:03 +0000
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