September 11, 1979...was one of the saddles day of my life up to a point My gradmother, the woman that I loved with all my heart had just been kill few hours earlier in a catastrophic car accident, as a pedestrian when she was crossing the street...I was lost, everyone was walking as zombies ...it was so much sadness and sorrow surrounding me...my mom was a mess..I had a 3 month old baby and only a week after my surgery for my gallbladder...I remember I was catholic back then...and in my desperation I went to church to talk to the priest...they told me he was taking a nap...How can somebody take a nap on a painful day like that was what came to my mind...they told me to come back at 5 oclock pm...so I did...and they told me then He is not here, he had to leave, come back tomorrow My world was upside down. Where can I go? my mom was in no shape to talk to anyone, all the people I could go to were dealing with the same pain and funeral arrangement... and I was so lost and confuse...why God to take her??? She was so loving and caring...why so many bad people were still walking around and He God knowing all that why He Took her...I need her..So much (Mami Clarita is been 35 Long years and I am crying you as I did the first day)..but God is so amazing loving God that as I was crying walking back home, He put and angel on my path Herson Santa Roman, I remember he was opening the gate of the church to leave somewhere, and he saw me crying and asked me with so much love and caring Whats the matter, Why you cry like that? and of course I cried more (LOL) and I told Him what just had happened...and He pray for me, and gave me a hug that I could said it was not a human hug..cus I felt so safe and protected...Pastor Helson Santa Roman thank you for that hug!!! I dont know if I ever tell you all this...but that marked my life and till today I remember how God used you to safe me and rescued me.. Thanks to that day and in the mid of all that pain I learned about Jesus and His love...35 years ago, I lost one of the persons that I have loved the most, 35 years ago I met the person who has loved me the most!! is not time to cry...is time to celebrate!! Rejoice in HIS love..thank you Jesus cus what satan did to distrioyed me, you used it to safe me!!!
Posted on: Thu, 11 Sep 2014 18:10:20 +0000
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