Since being told of everything by my ex-fiance/girlfriend, it has been a week. This has been the longest week of my life. Tremendous growth is taking place between her and I, about ourselves and each other, not just the relationship itself. But this has physically felt like the longest week of my life. Its honestly life changing, my brain is firing new signals it feels like, shes said the same about the experience, were having growth. Its tearful how incredible this has been. The emotion is strong for her, I didnt know if I would ever be the guy shed open up to & shes opening up in ways Ive never seen before, not ever, with anyone. Shes showing me a vulnerable & personal side to herself. And all I keep feeling & wanting to do is be the man she can do that with. But also be a person who encourages & empowers her to make the decisions she wants to make for herself & to not rely on anyone to know what she wants but to find that in herself. Im speaking in ways I never have. Everything seems rediscovering its emotional roots, for herself not just me. Its awkward a little obviously, I never thought Id be this kind of person to bring that out in someone, but it makes me feel good to know she has that with me. This I can already tell will be a powerful journey for her not just me, but were doing really good. I think & feel that at least, & I hear her say that with other people not just me. I cant help but feel if my needs are adequately fulfilled. Only time will tell
Posted on: Sat, 17 Jan 2015 06:09:39 +0000