Sitting here watching Jaden and I cant stop smiling. I didnt get to see him much this weekend because Ive been working. I just cant believe how big he has gotten. After seeing my cousins new baby and how tiny she is it really made me miss when Jaden was that little. I dont know where the past 2 1/2 years have gone. Ive been through a lot. A lot of things I regret and know that I cant take back. But its because of Jaden that Im getting through it. Slowly, but Im trying my hardest. For him. He is the most important person in my life, and always will be. I love him so much! And i know he loves me too, I just hope hes proud of me someday. Proud to have me as his mother.
Posted on: Mon, 18 Nov 2013 02:06:13 +0000