So..... I know that I *sometimes* have quite a severe demeanor: a professional image which I strive to upkeep. It takes a lot for me to be overly emotional in public. Indeed, sometimes, it would seem to the outside world as if I have a swinging brick for a heart. (for example: rather than break down and melt, I managed to laugh - publicly - in the face of cancer!!). However, times have - lately - been hard and, indeed, there have been times when Ive been desperately down in the dumps, when I allowed - more often than not, privately - my facade to fade. Few people have seen this happen (thankfully) but one of them, I need to talk to you about......publicly. Over the last five years, Ive had a constant in my life: through thick and thin (hes the one whos been thin: I never managed to break through the 15st. mark...but dont go calling me thick, ok??), Ben Russell has been with me. He lost his mum a couple of years a go and yet, on the second anniversary of her death, he was with me, supporting me through first my chemotherapy consultation, holding me up and walking me through the scary parts. He held my hand whilst I was told the blasted cancer had spread and he hugged me with joy when we found out it was all OK. He has been unflappable, unstoppable and a total and utter rock. He makes me giggle. He encourages me to be brave. He manages to support me before I know I need support. He sees through the bullshit in my life and puts me back on track. He is the only one I feel truly safe with when Im surrounded by Doctors and Cancer Specialist nurses. Hes my Warm Hug. So, here you have it, Facebook: Frazer B. Scott being open and up front about his love for a wee laddie from Sidcup who has rocked my world for five whole years, as of today. Four house moves, three deaths, cancer, plus an excited puppy and two cats of varying personalities: bring on the next five years. (Perhaps, however, Fate could see them to be rather more kind than the last five!?) And for those of you who made it through that uber gushy status (yuck, vom....) heres a lovely wee song: For me, its all about The Bass. youtube/watch?v=7PCkvCPvDXk
Posted on: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 01:02:33 +0000
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