So I mainly lurk on here, but I came to a nice realization this morning and wanted to share! 2014 really is the year of reinvention! I also attached the song I coincidentally came across at random when I was really basking in the changes I made :). So if you dont feel like reading this, you can at least enjoy a cool track. Ive had some dead weight beliefs REALLY dragging me down this year for a while and I now truly understand choosing your beliefs. I felt like a dog chasing its tail for years but I found clarity today. Its so much simpler than I had made it out to be. In fact, when I started writing this, I even had a fear about sharing this sentiment and wanted to stop writing... and instead, I decided to work with the fear and figure out what my belief was about sharing. Fear is legitimately exciting now, its like oh!! theres something out of alignment! lemme find it! and then boom. Im choosing differently and acting on my excitement without it even being an afterthought. One fear that actually held me back the most from understanding was the fear of accidentally creating something I didnt want. For backstory, I had a very clear understanding of creating my reality from a very young age, about 13 years old I came into remembrance of it on my own. Eventually, around the age of 19-20. I manifested some pretty gnarly experiences and figured that I didnt understand enough, I couldnt handle creating my own reality and I researched, researched, and researched for years. But the true source of the fear within me the whole time was that I was afraid of the responsibility I had on my life! Not only did I think that I had to carry this greeeaat biig burrdeen of chooosiingg (sarcastic), but to believe I had attracted the unfavorable experience was beyond my ego, I couldnt own up to it. I bought into that it had to of happened to me, that it had to have been an external reasoning for it, it couldnt have been my fault. How could I have done this to myself?! Someone else has to be doing it to me!! Screw them!! Oh no they hate me!! Who are they anyway?! Why me!! Oh, and trust me... i definitely created that experience!! Not that fun! I dont recommend! hahaha Now, Im completely equipped and am in full understanding of how to change my beliefs and allow my unique frequency to be unmuffled. Today marks the initial momentum of allowing myself to be who I really am, and really deciding on what it is I want to believe and experience! Another fun sharing... I actually rooted out an irrational belief about engaging in dating life, and I already have a date this weekend!! Beautifully synchronous! I hope I inspired someone :D If not..... I hope you enjoy the song!! https://soundcloud/frenchexpress/isaac-tichauer-changes
Posted on: Thu, 24 Jul 2014 16:05:35 +0000
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