So, Im not one to write these big, long New Years resolution posts, but I feel this year, its warranted. 2014 was the hardest year of my entire life. All self-inflicted of course, but what I did affected not only me, but my family. To this day and this day forward, I will be forever grateful to my husband and kids who helped me through it all. They stuck by me, defended me, loved me, hugged me, held me when I cried. There were some extremely dark moments, moments where I didnt want to see the next hour, much less, the next day. I learned who my friends were. Most people die never having that knowledge. To my friends who genuinely stood by me, thank you and know that your strength has been my lifeline. And to the ones who walked away, thank you as well...for showing me who you truly are. To my extended family who have supported me in ways beyond comprehension, there are no words that can truly depict how grateful I am for you. And for my own family who walked away from me when I needed them the most, well, lets just say, it hurts. It hurts so much....but Im learning to let go and accept it for what it is. I cannot change it. Sorry to have embarrassed the family name or your reputation, but rest assured, that wasnt my ultimate intention. I hope you can live with your decisions. Because your decisions affected more than just me. They affected my children too. And its tough trying to help them understand. 2014 is over, thankfully. I vow to make 2015 a year to remember. A year for good memories and good times. A year of making good on the promises I made to myself and my family about how you learn from your mistakes. It wont be easy, but at least I can see a glimmer of light at the end of this very long tunnel. Happy New Year everyone. May it be the most wonderful year for all of you. Thank you for helping me through the last one. ❤️
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 15:36:43 +0000
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