So Ive been sitting curled up in a ball super emotional at a loss for words. I am an open person, but right now I find it hard to be. Realizing that in this day and age as socially advance as we are its still so taboo for somethings to be talked about especially for woman. That our lady parts define us, and making babies is what we are meant to do. That when we learn we cant or wont be able to we beat ourselves up. There was always a slim chance I would be able to get pregnant I have known that for years, and if I did well it would either be a miracle or a heartbreak. But today I learned that chance will be taken away. I am having my uterus removed. Its almost freeing saying that, because I have been so scared to. As I sit here with thoughts of being less of a woman or thinking what man will want a woman who cant bear his children. I know they are silly thoughts, but I cant help but feel them. I cant help but also feel frustrated that we still live in a society where I feel these parts should define me as a woman. They shouldnt though and like a dear friend reminded me This wont make you any less of a woman....you are a beautiful classy woman and no surgery or missing body part is going to change that ever. See being open and feeling better already. And to all those other ladies out there who have struggled with the same thing we are still women and hear us roar!!! Youre going to hear me roar!!
Posted on: Tue, 24 Jun 2014 05:13:54 +0000
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