So Ive spent most of my life trying to remain twig thin,and i was good at it, to please some people in my life that think that is how I should look...but after 2 beautiful babies causing c-sections I didnt have much time to recover from, I was at my largest in my whole life (180 lbs.)...needless to say I was reminded of how fat I was often by a few...then i went through my separation, dissolusion and a gut wrenching custody battle and because of my nerves and anxiety and my digestive system I called the McDonalds playslide for what food I could eat, I got down to a very unhealthy 110 lbs and had to wear a belt with size 0 pants in which some people thought that was beautiful, I did not....WELLLLLL Im happy to say that today I am boxing up those pants and xsmall shirts and replacing them with sizes that my healthy and happy body needs now. I am NOT keeping them to try to get back down to either. I will not spend another second trying to be something Im not naturally meant to be and that is twig thin. I have worked over a year to put weight back on and I have and I am happy about it...of course I will still work out and lift weights...that has helped me accomplish my goal :))) I WILL BE COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN...FINALLY! Ok Im done now...thanks for reading my rant...lol!
Posted on: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 18:33:35 +0000