So, another day, another update ;) And Ill pre-apologize.. I know Im posting a lot, like real time, but this is my only outlet really. I dont have real world friends that I can go have a cup of cocoa with and talk about this stuff. And trying to stay in the situation and hate every minute of, but plan for departure and still live life.. work, take care of a child, etc.. I need a release. Im already either angry all the time, or depressed. I seem to fluctuate lately. Anyway, came home last night to Mr. Conciliatory. Like no words were exchanged, everything was normal. This is what he does. Hes moved past whatever the issue was so hes all mr huggy and kissy. Meanwhile I just would prefer he stay the heck away from me. FAR away. Went to ship a package and get some things at Target. Found pants I liked. Shouldnt have bought them. He made comments in the store about how they were thinner material (translation: too sheer), and maybe tight (translation: some guy might see the shape of your bootie so I dont like them and you shouldnt buy them). I wore a pair this morning. He liked them even less once they were actually headed out the door ;) I have a big backside for a thin, Anglo-Saxon protestant girl.. its really out of proportion frankly. So he IS right.. but EVERYTHING fits me that way. Anyway, after the critique of what could/couldnt be seen (we even had to evaluate for level of/signs of cameltoe), he deemed it okay.. as long as youre just sitting at your desk allday. Which isnt happening.. I go to the bank, the post office, pick up my daughter. Hell, I might just for grins and giggles stroll around the local supermarket just to attract attention with them ;) Sighhh.. I decided it wasnt worth the texts I would get during the day all day today with him making little digs about where I was and who was checking out by derriere. Soo, the pants are in a bag in the car. Im debating returning them. I like them.. but theyll never get worn as long as Im still living with him...
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 14:33:03 +0000
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