So hard to believe that Jonah is 4 months old today. He makes me so blessed and incredibly honored to be his Mommy. He has done nothing but grow, develop his personality, and achieve milestones. I couldnt be more proud already and theres still our lifetime to go. On November 14th, 2013 I didnt just learn how to be a Mother; I learned how to not be selfish when it comes to decisions. Every decision I have made since that day is based on Jonah.. Every decision I make is either for him or something that will involve him. I learned that pulling all nighters to watch someone breath and sleep so peacefully is so much more enjoyable than all nighters being intoxicated and reckless. I learned that my parents deserved more respect than what I gave them in the past; being a parent is amazing, but it does always come with stress, anxiousness, fear, and that feeling in your stomach that gives you chills. Taking care of and raising a child isnt always easy, but to think both of my parents did it and I owe everything to them. Ive gained so much respect for my parents that I wish I could replace all the memories where Ive back talked, put down, lied to, and deceived my parents with memories of me being respectful, honest, and more loyal to them. But of course, its impossible.. Im thankful for unconditional love and second chances. Ive learned what it feels to really have someone depend on you for everything, all day, every day. I have learned the true meaning of love and what its worth. Love isnt always two people sharing strong feelings, love is when he smiles at me when Im talking to him; love is when I kiss him every night before laying him down and still feeling teary eyed when I have to walk away; love is when he squeezes my fingers when hes feeding and ready to be cuddled and rocked to sleep. Love is everything more than what were told. I could go on and on about everything Ive learned so far just within 4 months.. I look forward to a lifetime of learning and new meanings of love with Jonah. My whole entire world, my everything, my baby boy. Mommy loves you, Jonah. I am still so amazed at how everyday my love and bond grows stronger when I didnt think it even could. Being a mother is truly the most uplifting, most inspiring, and most incredible feeling in the world. Happy 4 Months, baby boy. Your mommy and daddy love you so much, thank you for the opportunity to be your parents to an amazing little boy. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Posted on: Fri, 14 Mar 2014 13:31:42 +0000
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