So here was the plan originally last year when I first got pregnant.......before actually. Me and My husband were going to: A. Spend the last three months together that I had at Open House together so that he could take advantage of the program there and we could have couples counseling and the support we needed to begin to build our marriage after spending 9 mos of the year we had been married so far separated. So as a couple we decided that we wanted to be together and have a baby and have a real family. I also at that time had accepted his atheism and put his salvation in Gods hands. B. He was going to hold off on working (going full time in the program) and by the time it was time to move out, we could stay where I am now for one or two months (until his basic living assistance kicked in) and then we would move to Portland so he could go to flight school and I could go to Portland Bible College and the kids could go to City Christian and yep it was gonna be all good. C. I was gonna get a car, learn to drive, and go full time with my business and train up at work for the sales side of things, and take a job where my mom is working........ Our best laid plans right? But it seemed like such a good idea and I was so happy. Everyone commented on how I was glowing and how good we looked together and how happy I was. I felt good because I felt like I was doing what God wanted. Jackson was happy because he felt like the person he had accepted as his dad was in his life again. Well. I have the baby. I have the car. Still want to go to bible college. And, since I dont have enough hours for unemployment and no way to work after the 30th, Im gonna be going full time with my business, and after I have the baby I can still get a job where my mom is. Other than that.......IDK what the heck lol...... There are pieces of the plan there......lol, but not quite in the order or the way I was expecting it.
Posted on: Sat, 19 Apr 2014 18:05:30 +0000
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