So heres some TMITuesday realness for you. I was bullied as a kid. To the point where I had a nervous breakdown when I was 11. Since then, Ive had a desperate need to blend in and not stand out fighting with a desperate urge to be noticed. In the last few years, Ive gotten better at managing it, but in the last few months - things have gotten a bit difficult again. Im an exhibitionist but I hate pictures of myself. Im proud of the man I am but desperately seeking constant validation. I want people to notice me but am afraid of being noticed. So sometimes, attention is stressful and unwanted but the lack of attention is devastating. It makes group events difficult, but being alone worse. Holidays intensify this a lot. So there. Now to balance it out, heres a cat drinking beer.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 22:04:46 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015