So i had brake trouble w/gmas car in Durand. Parkd car at shell station. Will n Chelsea came to my rescue, thnk u. N i had it under control i was gunna getta ride home from a frnd. But, a different frnd showd up to help..i wish he wudnt have, im very thankful he did n praised he wantd 2help. But everytime im with him it jus an emotional ride. Emotions take ovr n puts me dwn. Then when u take me home it seems like the same talk everytime. Y i come back i have no idea. Y u come back no clue. I jus know this is y we broke up 6yrs ago n have nvr got back 2gethr. Chelsea has a frnd whos always been there u n him have the same background, x bfs, good frnds, always will b there to catch u when u fall. I appreciate u helping me tonight, but these emotions r outta control. This is y we r not supposed 2b frnds. Im frnds w/ur bro and ur sis n also alota ur frnds. But this is getting harder n harder to stay where i stand. Eventually my legs will weaken, n they as well as i will give in to end it all. Im glad i had u around n stayd close this long, but its time to give up n let it go. Let me go as i am doing the same. Uk who u r. Ty for the rescue. Im jus done with the emotions. This is a hard year for me as it is. N gpa going 2the hospital in august. N now being put on oxygen. N both gma n gpa r sick. Im rsady to give up on everything....and surprisingly im finally giving up on. Im so proud to say it as i type, bc its such a relief. Watevr we had between us in the past or have now i dnt want nemore of it! It feels better to get it out now:) again ty n im srry. I had fun the last 6yrs the nxt 6wnt b the same.
Posted on: Sun, 10 Nov 2013 04:57:09 +0000
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