So i have had a lot of stress tonight that i could not eat (half a snickers at 4) and i have had so much anxiety. Its just scary waiting for your baby who you have loved since before birth have scans and just wondering if cancer will rear its ugly head again...im so blessed but i just never wanted this reality to begin with let alone worry about it and anyway...i guess you just have to be in my shoes so to speak...to understand my crazy stressed out feelings. Its just hard to explain... Its just been very depressing & overwhelming today.my head hurts, belly is in knots, and my body is sore & tense... It is just like the months before and weeks before that. I just have had a harder time this time around. Maybe since i never stressed this time till i started packing. I dont know. Sigh we have assessment triage at 7, going to D clinic at 8 to get cleared for MRI. 830 we will have the sedation eval & then at 945 she will be put to sleep for MRI. She should be okay after noon.
Posted on: Wed, 05 Jun 2013 04:18:05 +0000
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