So, the year is almost over already! Its been a pretty strange year for me, lots of ups and downs. Some of you already know that the past two years have been the hardest of my life so far, and although 2014 has been SO much better than the year before, I still havent had what I would of classed as a completely happy or fulfilling year. But! I have made some solid friendships this year that I will treasure forever, and had a lot of fun with friends old and new, which has helped me tremendously. My kids are thriving and have made me truly proud through out the past 2 years, especially as theyve had to adjust to new situations themselves. My family are amazing and have continued to help and support me through the toughest of times. Im pretty lucky, and extremely grateful for all of the people I have in my life. Ive decided that 2015 is going to be a completely different year for me. Its the year Im finally ready to help myself by working on myself relentlessly, and letting go of everything thats been making me unhappy. Im looking forward to finally finding (and being) my old self again. I cannot waste another year feeling lost, confused and sad. Im pretty bored of it now haha I just wanted to thank everybody who has helped me get to where I am right now. You know who you all are and you know that I love you loads! I hope you realise how much you all helped me when I felt like I had nothing. I also want to apologise to those of you who have seen me at my worst, Ive not been there for some of you as much as I should of been as I was too wrapped up in my own misery for far too long. Im sorry Ive sucked so much the past 2 years and I promise to be a much better person from now on. 2015 I am ready for you!! (I know the new year new me stuff is pretty cheesy, so Im sorry!). Also sorry about the huuuuuuuge post, but I actually cant wait to see what a new year brings for a change now that I finally feel positive about my life once again. Happy New Year! Best wishes to you all, and Ill see you on the other side 🎉
Posted on: Wed, 31 Dec 2014 14:23:11 +0000
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