Some people seem to think its o.k to contact me with there bull shhhh apologies and act as if what they did to me is o.k, when Im ready Ill forgive because I know thats part of heeling and what god asks but of course Im hurt and of course Im heart broken. My love is very real but so is the pain caused buy this person and its killing me. All I want is to lay this life to rest and begin a new in god. People seem to think that god will bless relationships that begin with lies and cheating, that some how things will work out the way you want them 2 because you want them 2 and because youll try well guess what it doesnt work like that. God will never bless a relationship that is obtained buy cheating and deceiving on a person and relationship you were already in. Of course im not perfect and we all make mistakes but my love is unconstitutional and real and its clear to me now who really doesnt deserve it. So NO you DONT get to know me, how I am, where I am, what im doing, or anything at all pertaining to me or my life because if you really gave a damn in the first place you would have not done what you did to me in the first place. Its past due and been a long time coming for me but I am submerging myself into GOD now and GOD alone!!!! I am going to continue the good fight for my sobriety and I am going to work out everyday, go to church as much as possible and only surround myself with together, possative, sober, good hearted people who will only have my best in mind and bring out the best in me. I will work out the issues I have within myself, by myself, for myself with only the help from GOD alone!!!! All I need is GOD!!!! So like the song states good luck to you on your way because youll be the end of me. Its always your favorite sin that does you in. Well buy god werent you mine. So for all youve done I give it to god because I have not the strength to do it on my own. I give everything to you god. I will let god deal with the things you have done, he will take care of it far better and justly than I so leave me in peace!!!!!
Posted on: Wed, 20 Aug 2014 05:03:37 +0000
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