Some people think that because I am a big woman that Im stronger than it, and some people dont realize it took years of walking and exercising for me to have muscles and i do not have a strong back I work hard to endow my family but I need time for my self as Im tired of my hands aching and the clothing i own just sitting on the hangers and the makeup I have to hide, crazy if I would have wanted to abuse myself i would have stayed married. but i didnt and i like a friendly conversation. People call me crazy all the time but they are judgemental bull shit artist who soften there hands and pocket books on my behalf, I am crippled from domestic violence and i am a survivor, and i refuse to be married in a bad relationship or to dish out a bad relationship anymore. I feel sorry for those people i have invaded my privacy on when all im really saying is please understand me. Im crippled i have ptsd, I had surgery last november and since then i suffer bouts of amnesia, i had a 4 and 1/2 pound tumor cut out of my uterious and my stomach. but city slickers not hill billies like me say what ever. All Im asking for is time to heal so back off peoples who cant and wont understand that im in constant pain and its hard to manage. then dumb ass comes along and thinks its a joke to scatter us about. People have laughed at me for getting divorced and say look how rich they are and i say im richer because we dont have to hurt any more until that someone opens there big mouth to shove there jealousy and greed down my throat and yes i know better i grew up poor but my mamma who they have also spoke bad words about taught me the meaning of kindness and in life its ok to do things as long as it doesnt hurt your self or others OMG what alot of responsability. piss off ugly
Posted on: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 05:33:53 +0000
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