Sometimes I wonder ....does he even remember my name... my heart says yes! He does...but somewhere in my mind those rude words still exists...and then his statuses on social sites forces me to think that dude! M a nobody for him... 3years passed...and my love for him is increasing day by day...though I have never seen him but I dont care about that seriously...according to mea person who has a good heart is the most beautiful person on the earth...and for me hes the most handsome man I can be with...i want to spend my whole life with him...but But...he has a girlfriend...(i was unaware of that i swear)...and now when i know about her...Im out of her way...because i know they shared 5years of relationship now... His love for his girlfriend makes me jealous of her sometimes that shes very lucky...she has my world...she has my first ever love...but sometimes I feel proud of loving him...hes so dedicated towards that girl...if I was in her place and she was at mine...then Id never want him to leave me for her...and I think he understands what his girl has in her mind...thats why he pretends(may be) that he doesnt even remember what my name was! I know I took the wrong way to confess my love for him...but that he knows too that my intentions were never to hurt anyone....neither his girlfriend nor him...but in that first interaction of hardly two minutes on facebook...i found that he still has a soft corner for me...its just he pretend to be rude all the time...because if he showed his real good side to me...Ill spoke up my heart and thatll create an emotional bond between us...which is harmful for me ..though he can be my friend but what about my feelings....i cant be friends with the one I love...and may be his girlfriend feel insecure of our friendship.... I dont know...i dont know the reason why hes ignoring me on such heights...may be his girlfriend...may be hes afraid of hurting me more... This question arises in my mind often but everytime its just left Unanswered... Hes committed to her but I have a complicated commitment with him in my mind and with the soul :(...... #Misty
Posted on: Sat, 25 Oct 2014 05:18:28 +0000
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