Sometimes when you have hard moments, it feels good to indulge in your success. These past few weeks have been extremely hard for me emotionally, mentally, and physically due to a lot of things going on in my life. Sometimes it just takes one good thing to happen to give you hope that your hard work is paying off. I didnt need any validation but I did need something to give me some reassurance that I wasnt losing myself in the process of learning how to grow and evolve in life. After working hard and holding back emotions because I didnt even have time to breathe, the tears of joy I had tonight because of winning first at Ohio Star Ball in a new level really gave me some peace from a few hellish weeks. So grateful for everyone who has been there for me. Im so shocked and truly happy. Ive never cried for anything like this before but after having a few rough weeks, the dam kind of just broke. My last round I danced was different than anything Ive ever felt before. Usually Im very self conscious of my dancing, and am constantly judging and comparing myself to others. This time I danced, and after, I didnt even care what placement I would get. This moment was most special because I think I fell in love with dance again, and most importantly I felt compassion towards myself which hasnt been there for a while.
Posted on: Wed, 19 Nov 2014 04:04:05 +0000
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