Sooo as Ive been tossing and turning in bed for hours somethings have come to light ...I think Ive FINALLY accepted that we as individuals prioritize our feelings and responsibilities differently. I see bills and stability high on my list , as someone else might not even consider it in their top 10. I now have realized that I know Im an honest, loving, faithful, and devoted person to those who are in my life. Hurtful words used to make me doubt myself and my actions, but I KNOW I have a huge heart and have done everything with a whole heart. Never have I claimed to be perfect, but FROM THIS DAY FORWARD I will not allow others to affect my happiness. I have believed in others (sometimes ALOT more than deserved) more than myself, but know now that I am worthy and in control of my future and happiness. I will stay strong...you will see!!! Love does crazy things, but love should feel amazing and comforting....not empty and alone. People grow and one day may realize that settling is NOT an option...I DID!!! God Bless and remember never take anyone for granted because one day they could walk away n never look back.....
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 09:31:41 +0000