Sorry daddy.. I m good for nothing.. i feel so miserable now. Ever since i moved out of the house away from both u, my intention is to hopefully married the right one n build a love nest for my own family. My previous ex F inspired me to get my own house like hers. I did not once regret it at all n I really thank her for tat..haf alot of fun n memories in the house. i tot finally i got my own space n privacy n can do watever i want legitly in my own house. But age finally caught up on all of us, all of u. Why i suddenly feel so alone now, crying helplessly in my empty bed, the tears sipping thru the lonely bedsheet, n heartlessly wetting it. I seem to lose everything in the world. I feel that at this tempo, i wun be able to get married...the ladies after F I found dun even care whether i m dead or alive.. We cant ever survive the test against time n distance. I totally understand how my ex F felt from me before. I unreservedly say a BIG sorry to u.. 20 years i can even dun work and still can survive on what I haf now... but how could i survive pass these cruel and lonely life,, my off days seems like a glass of plain water but cut your heart like a knife. So tasteless, so slow, feel painful like slow death.. i cant tolerate it. I watched two movies continously for two day Thurs and Friday. I even had experiences of watching all the movies in a particular cinema. Its absolutely saddening. Girlfriend to me is alot more important than friends. When heart breaks, I m number zero... Dunno wat u all think but my lonely heart being trapped in a bottle now, witheredly shrieking for HELP.......... ! My heart just died a moment ago..haf u ever suffered from breakups or loneliness before? Damn, guess its really catching up on me.... m.youtube/watch?v=xQLUJfArkrA
Posted on: Sat, 07 Jun 2014 18:01:39 +0000
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