Such An amazing thing my military brothers and the Veteran Cominnity has done for me. My heart is so full of emotion right now. Its hard to ask for help, especially as a Marine. My my combat brothers Louis Raith and David Haines set this up to help me get back on my feet financially. Im so honored to call them my brothers. And many like them. This past week Ive felt like balling up and dying. I did not want this. I liked my life. And I am heartbroken. Even though she had been seeing someone else behind my back after 8 years, I still put all the blame on me. I should have been a better man. Then last night my father reminded me. Even though Im hurt that she walked out on me last Monday, I truly lost her long before that. So today, even though Im still heartbroken, as I should be, I truly do still love her, and I need to grieve for this loss, Ive decided to make this HER LOSS, I got up today and for the first time in a long time I simply went for a walk. Unfortunately my old legs gave out before my desire to keep going did. But tomorrow I will walk again. Everyone on here has put there money where there mouth is, literally and metaphorically. Fb can be full of bullshit but Ive learned this week it can be a great tool. Someone told me they remembered my story of me buying a ww2 veteran a meal at Applebees ( if you scroll back on my feed its still there). And that this was just karma coming back my way. My plan? Press on, get healthy save money love my children. Im still going to have my bad days. Im still going to mourn the loss of someone who in my heart and regardless of circumstance is still someone I love very much. And even though you have all already done so much for me this past week I need one more favor. Dont give up on me. Dont let me fall back into complacency once this pain subsides. I need to get strong but I need help. My cell is 856-649-3123( Im more of a texter than someone who likes to talk) my address is 19 Hillcrest Rd Stratford Nj 08084.text me write me come visit. All this love has helped me in ways that I could never express in words. But I need it to continue for the months and years ahead if Im going to make it for the long haul. And I want each and every one of you to know. I will get better and I will take all of your kindness and support and I will keep paying it forward. Much love everybody. Thank you so much. Im humbled beyond belief.....BD
Posted on: Sun, 20 Jul 2014 14:37:58 +0000
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