TAKES DEEP BREATH: im pretty sure those who keep track of my posts, detect a spirit of pride. this is something that i have struggled with for a VERY long time. it is a mechanism set in place from being rejected as a child. my spirit developed it over the years, as a way to protect our-self. im following clear instruction from my 21 day, life-coaching session, which im on day five. im also following clear instruction from the cards, as well. i pulled the, LET YOUR FRIENDS HELP YOU, ask for and accept support from your friends. ive pulled that card twice in the past week. i know that i will have to give up this spiritual attachment, as it has been harmful to me in the past, and because i find myself in an utter state of need right now, no better time to ditch it. so with that said, if any of you on my friend list can spare ANYTHING, as a contribution/donation to ALL things, hawkie, i would appreciate it. sometimes God will put you in a position SO low, that you HAVE to reach out, so that you wont totally drown. right now, i have a new refrigerator, with nothing more than ice, and a pot of seasoned corn in it. how low is that? with my work phones, especially the ones that pay me immediately out of service, i dont know what else to do, except ask for help, regardless of the result. my boys are not at home, they tell me that they eat, where they are at. i say, GREAT, Lord knows, ive fed other peoples children, when i could, so thats a blessing, within itself. at any rate, not trying to make this a book, but want to be clear...I NEED HELP, im asking and putting my pride aside to do so. even if no one donates, ive been obedient to the Spirit and for that, i know i will be supernaturally, taken care of. ~whew, that kinda hurt, but its a part of my healing/reconstruction, so there~ donations can be sent here: theredhawk1967.wix/stwrhtheshow
Posted on: Mon, 30 Jun 2014 00:16:48 +0000
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