TASKAR ALKATIBI THE DAGGER IN MY HEART FATE HAS FORCED ME TO PASS THROUGH THE DESERT OF NEGLECT. DESTINY HAS PASSED ITS VERDICT THAT I SHOULD REMAIN IN THE WORLD OF ISOLATION TO BE IMPRISONED WITH HARD LABOUR AND TORTURED IN A STERN PRISON OF LOVE AND ALIENATION, WHERE SYMPATHY,LOVE OR AFFECTION ARE NOT KNOWN. I HAVE NO ONE TO SPEAK WITH OR WHERE TO EXPRESS MYSELF BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN KEPT IN SOLITARY CONFINEMENT LONELINESS HAS ALREADY CAST ITS MASK ON MY FACE AND MOULD MY CONSCIOUSNESS, GRIEF,SORROW AND SADNESS WERE WRITTEN ON MY FACE. I LOOK SO GLOOMY AND FELT DEPRESSED FOR THE FACT THAT I LOST THE BATTLE, WHICH I FOUGHT DECISIVELY FOR FIVE CONSECUTIVE YEARS. FROM THE BEGINNING OF MY TRIAL, I KNEW I WOULD SUFFER AND BURN TO ASHES BY THE FLAMES OF LOVE, BUT SUFFERING FOR SAKE OF LOVE ONE IS A PLEASURE ITSELF, SINCE PAIN IS ACCOMPANIED BY PLEASURE. I HAVE BEEN TRAINED IN A JUNGLE OF STRUGGLE BY MENS OF WAR, AS A RESULT IM MAN OF BATTLE AND STRUGGLE WHO NEVER YIELD OFF BECAUSE OF SUFFERING OR OBSTACLE IN MY WAY. I BOARDED THE SHIP OF THOSE WHO TRADE ON SUFFERING AND SET THEMSELVES AS HEROES, THOSE WHO NEVER REST ON THEIR LAURELS. THIS IS THE FIRST STEP OF MY ADVENTURES IN MY LIFE. IT IS A TRANSITORY STAGE, A TURNING POINT IN MY LIFE WHERE I HAVE BEEN TORN APART INTO TWO DIFFERENT SELVES, ONE SIDE LOVE,AFFECTION, SYMPATHY, BELONGINGS AND EMOTION, AND THE OTHER SIDE CONVICTIONS, COMMITMENT, HATRED, STRUGGLE, WAR AND BATTLE. THESE TWO DIFFERENT SELVES ALL EXIST IN ONE BEING THEREFORE THEY CANNOT BE WIELDED TOGETHER WITHOUT TENSION AND DIFFICULTIES. BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN TREATED BADLY THAT I CANNOT FORGET MY LIFE IN THAT FURNACE OF LOVE, IT HAS IMPRINTED ITS PERMANENT SCAR ON MY PSYCHE. ....[ except from the dagger in my heart by Ibrahim Ahmad Daurawa]
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 20:50:17 +0000
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