TESTIMONY: Today I have been grief stricken with depression - TopicsExpress



          

TESTIMONY: Today I have been grief stricken with depression because of my physical health. Three weeks ago, I completed a ten day course of Augmentin for sinusitis, laryngitis and acute bronchitis. This antibiotic exacerbated my Crohns symptoms. Everyday since I started Augmentin, I have suffered from severe abdominal cramps, diarrhea, decreased appetite and nausea. Everything I eat makes me nausea and increases my abdominal cramps. I wake up often with abdominal cramps and fecal urgency. Anyway, I spent this Shabbat in my bed feeling like my death was approaching. I am 52 years old, and I am watching my health decline. In my flesh, I felt like I would be lucky to reach the age of 60. I kept seeing my worn Bible in my spirit. G-D was leading me to read His holy word to comfort me. I am embarrassed to admit that I was too depressed to even read the Bible! This was a trick of the wicked one!! I was praying, but felt sorry for myself. My spirit was weary and tired. I, finally, picked up the Bible with the thought in my state of mind, It cannot hurt. It can only help me. This is the most despondent that I have ever been in my life! I picked up the Bible and prayed to G-D to show me what he wanted me to read. He led me first to Tehillim 37:10-13. After reading it, I started to regain my spiritual strength. I realized that I was in spiritual warfare with the wicked one. The thief comes only in order to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have and enjoy life, and have it in abundance (to the full, till it overflows). John 10:10 (AMP). I realized that the wicked one was not just out to steal my JOY but to KILL MY FAITH IN G-D! I kept letting the Ruach HaKodesh heal me with His Holy Word. Next, the Spirit of the Living G-D led me to drink from Tehillm 35:1-4; 21-27. He led me to Tehillim 35:21-27 before taking me to verses 1-4. Next, the Ruach HaKodesh led me to Tehillim 45:1-7. After reading all of these Scriptures, my spirit was renewed. I remembered how G-D aroused me out of my sleep twice in 2012 and told me to see a gastroenterologist in 2012. I would not have been diagnosed with Barretts Esophagus, a hiatal hernia and misdiagnosed with IBS in June 2012 if I had not been obedient to the Ruach HaKodesh. PRAISE G-D THAT I RECEIVED AN ACCURATE DIAGNOSIS OF CHRONS ON 9/5/2014. I have had Crohns disease for 32 years and did not know it! G-D wanted me to address it before it killed me! GLORY! HALLELUYAH! I AM NOW PRAISING MY G-D FOR ALL HE HAS DONE FOR ME! G-D HAS NOT BROUGHT ME THIS FAR TO LEAVE ME! satan is a defeated foe and under my holy feet! I AM STRONG AND COURAGEOUS AS JOSHUA SON OF NUN! Once when I was in spiritual warfare, the Ruach HaKodesh told me to say to myself, I AM STRONG AND COURAGEOUS AS JOSHUA SON OF NUN! He told me to say it to myself until I believed it! I AM SAYING IT TO MYSELF AGAIN TONIGHT! GLORY! HALLELUYAH!! I WILL CONTINUE TO CLING TO THE HOLY ONE OF YISRAEL AND HIS HOLY WORD FOR DEAR LIFE!!! WITHOUT THE HOLY ONE OF YISRAEL, YOU CAN FALL INTO A PIT OF DESPAIR THAT YOU CANNOT CLIMB OUT OF UNLESS YOU SEEK HIM! GLORY AND MORE GLORY TO THE HOLY ONE OF YISRAEL, WHO SUSTAINS ME AND CONSUMES MY BEING LIKE AN ALL CONSUMING FIRE! BLESS G-D! Who shall separate us from the love of the Messiah? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written in the Tankah, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. NO!, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Yeshua HaMashaich (Jesus the Christ) our Lord. Romans 8:35-39 Here is a video I made in 2012, in which I give my testimony of how the Holy One of Yisrael healed me of projectile vomiting at the age of 44. My gastroenterologist told me, recently, that my symptoms that started at the age of 20 were from Crohns but no one could give me an accurate diagnosis. At the end of the video, I share that the Ruach HaKodesh aroused me out of my sleep twice and told me to see a gastroenterologist. I am a miracle child, and G-D is not FINISHED with me yet! GLORY! HALLELUYAH! May my testimony bless and encourage all those who are in spiritual warfare and suffer from chronic illnesses. Agape love to all! Shavua Tov! Have a blessed and holy week!
Posted on: Sun, 11 Jan 2015 00:33:44 +0000

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