THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL - A MOTHER’S AUTHORITY Mat 15:22 And behold, a woman of Canaan coming out of these borders cried to Him, saying, Have mercy on me, O Lord, Son of David! My daughter is grievously vexed with a demon. In 2009, my son was riddled with guilt and condemnation after the death of his brother and nothing would console him. He was physically violent especially when he had a lot to drink and no matter how we tried to get him to calm down and stop drinking, he felt that this was the only way he could release his anguish and torment. Then one Saturday everything came to a head. My husband and I had been out and on return to the house were greeted with the words that my son “was impossible today and very aggressive”. When I looked for him he was not at home so I phoned him. He was not friendly at all on the phone and put it down on me, so like a persistent mother I phoned him again and he switched his phone off. Then he walked into the kitchen at home and asked me if I wanted to see blood, I ask what do you mean and the next thing he was threatening to bash his head in to the wall. I asked him to stop but he was totally demented and ran out of the house trying to poke his head with a piece of metal tubing. I then realized we had a problem here. My husband followed me to his room and he was really suffering torment and telling me that his brother was in hell and why did he have to die, claiming it should have been him, that his brother was loved more than him etc. At that point my husband and I just started praying in tongues and believing that Father God would intervene and take away the pain my son was suffering. Then Satan took over control of him and looked me straight in the eye and in such an arrogant manner told me that “my son was bought and paid for.” And he could do what he wanted with him. Only God knows where I got the strength from, all that crossed my mind at the time was Pastor Lynne Nel always telling us how arrogant Satan can be, and there he was, in person, in control of my son’s body. The authority that we are always told we have but never really believed just started to flow into me from somewhere and I confronted him and said the following: “My son may have broken covenant with God but guess what God does not break his covenant with us. Gen 9:9 Behold! I, even I, establish My covenant with you, and with your seed after you; (my son had given his life to God at the tender age of six.) “Furthermore, while my son lives under my roof he falls under my authority and I am a righteous woman and I therefore command you to leave him now in the name of Jesus.” My husband was at the door constantly praying and backing me up in everything I said. The more Satan looked at me, the more confident I became in the Word and the Authority that we have in the Blood. I then challenged him: “How dare you try and tell my son that his brother is with you, prove it to me if that is the case!” Satan just looked at me for a couple of seconds then my son came back. He was totally unaware of what had transpired, but a peace came over him and he calmed down completely. When he left the house again we anointed his room from head to foot, inside and out. Later that afternoon, I could not believe what I had done, that I, normally too scared to say boo to a goose, had the guts to fight for my son and win that round. It was an awesome feeling, but you know what, if I had not listened and submitted to my spiritual authority all these years I would not of been able to win, but because of it I knew who I was and my place in Christ and I just thank God that He allowed me to bring peace to my son for a period. Luk 11:10 For everyone who asks receives. And he who seeks finds. And to him who knocks it shall be opened. Do you all remember that song ‘Where do I begin to tell the story of the greatest love of all?’ or something similar? It came from the film called ‘Love Story’ starring Ryan O’Neal and Ali McGraw. That movie spoke of the love between a man and a woman, this article is about the love a mother has for her children. On the 25th of October 2013 I received the call that I have been expecting for at least 15 years, telling me that my eldest son Andre had finally succeeded in committing suicide. Devastated – I did not believe I would feel the pain that I felt in hearing those words. “God what is going on here. I thought you would take care of him”. In his desperation I was so sure that Andre would turn to God for help. But you know what, we do not know what he was thinking or seeing in his last few seconds on earth. He knew the Bible very well. He had made a covenant with our Father God but had broken it through the years of his drug addiction, nevertheless God had not broken His covenant with him, so I would like to believe God’s grace may have been with Andre in his last few seconds. We will only know when we come to our eternal rest in God. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that God is also heart-broken by the loss of Andre because God had a plan and purpose for his life and that will now not be fulfilled. What I can rejoice in is that Satan has not won his war against me and he never will because I believe in The Lord Jesus Christ and I am here to serve the Great I Am. I am at peace with the loss of both of my sons, a peace that is so beautiful and so confident in that I know God is on my side and I will win this battle and that Satan will run with his tail between his legs because he is the defeated one. Just to prove to Satan he is defeated I intend comemorating the deaths of both of my sons by having the first birthday party in a very long time. I no longer have to worry night and day about receiving a call to give me the bad news, my boys are free of their demons and so am I, because, although I may have a tremendous peace on me now, I am sure only another mother who has been through the same battle with their children will know. No one knows the depth of love and the trials, tribulations and heartbreak I had bringing them up in the world out there. So Satan, I hereby tell you have no hold on me now or evermore. I will serve God my Father in the confidence that He is not to blame for anything that has happened to me or to my children. God is not trying to teach me a lesson. He does not want me to live in condemnation. He just wants me to love and serve Him to the best of my ability and to show His incredible love and freedom He has planned for us. Jas 1:12-17 God will bless you, if you dont give up when your faith is being tested. He will reward you with a glorious life, just as he rewards everyone who loves him. Dont blame God when you are tempted! God cannot be tempted by evil, and he doesnt use evil to tempt others. We are tempted by our own desires that drag us off and trap us. Our desires make us sin, and when sin is finished with us, it leaves us dead. Dont be fooled, my dear friends. Every good and perfect gift comes down from the Father who created all the lights in the heavens. He is always the same and never makes dark shadows by changing. Heb_13:6 So we can confidently say, The Lord is my helper; I will not fear; what can man do to me? If anyone would like to talk to me on the above subject, do not hesitate to contact me on 075 197 84627. With Love, Hillary OReilly
Posted on: Tue, 29 Oct 2013 12:23:58 +0000
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