THE SMILE IS FADING I failed in my 2nd year of college. Nw i have to repeat da year by giving da exams externally in which i failed.. I failed in my 2nd year exams… I have facing taunts mental abuse since den. I am ready to face it but I m nt able to cme out of my self guilt.. I would rather kill myself den bearing all dis.. But taunts and abuses dnt make me kill me.. I knw I had to face dem.. But my self guilt is too much tohandle.. It is eating me frm inside.. I have started hating myself.. I am disgusted of myself.. Smtimes I dnt knw y I abuse myself.. I cry, I shout bt now deres no1 to help me out.. I even cant explain properly wat I m goin thru.. I knw study sincerely.. But after dat dere is no1 to talk to. Smne who can make me feel good.. I see hatred in every1 eyes.. As if dey r disgusted to talk to me.. I have to sit at hme fa 1 yr nw and give da remaining exams externally.. I cant go to collg fa 1 yr nw.. I vl have to attend 3rd yr frm next year nw.. I knwnw I have to face everything sitting at hme.. One more year of taunts, humiliation, pain, hurt depression vl rule my lyf.. Wen 1 day seems lyk 1 yr I have to spend 365 days at hme and go thru my worst phase.. I jst hope I pass dis phase.. I hope I dnt doanything to myself THE SMILE HAS DEFINITELY FADED #bharat
Posted on: Thu, 25 Jul 2013 03:42:34 +0000
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