#TLFSTORIES #3656 IT WAS ALWAYS YOU 2 This was the continuation of the previous post, IT WAS ALWAYS YOU. May nag-ask kung paano yung nangyari kasi heartbreaking daw. So I guess I owe you an explanation? Here it is. ******** Babe, sure kang kaya mo to? I asked her as I put the movie into play. Nasa may sofa kami ng kwarto ko ngayon. I live alone since nasa ibang bansa yung parents ko at mga kapatid. Tonight, I invited her since linggo bukas at okay lang ang magpuyat. Syempre. Hihi. The things is, ako talaga ang may ayaw a movie. Kalalaki kong tao at takot ako sa multo? Tch. Sounds gay, but oh well. Sana makaya ko. The movie ended well after my perpetual hideaways beneath the blanket. Eto namang si babe, nakaconcentrate lang sa pinapanuod. She liked horror movies so much. We slouched there for a while, before I made my move. I put my arm around her, then pulling her closer, we locked lips. Yung dating simpleng smacks lang, unti-unti nang nagiging lethal. The more my lips forced it way into hers, the more na gumaganti siya ng halik. After moments of hard lip-locking, pareho kaming naghahabol ng hininga. Eyes intent from one another. Her back lying on the couch. Breath catching and smoky. Lips red from the intensity of kisses. The light from the television casts a deep-welled into her. Shit, hard-on. So I stole another kisses from her. This time, nahaluan na ng maduming intensyon. My hands slowly found its way beneath her shirt. Pero bago pa lamang makarating sa kung saan man yung kamay ko, she instantly ceased its movement. She shook her head in disapproval. She didnt like it. But I know that she didnt want it yet. She stood on the couch, and made her way palabas ng kwarto. Away from me. And in that time, I swear I found guilt within me and scare in her face. Shes scared. And I respect that. Pero that time, mas umiral yung libog ko. Kaya after niyang umalis ng bahay, I texted one of my friends at ininvite sila para mag-club. My primary objective was to get laid. And that happened. While Im drunk. Nagising ako sa kama ng iba nang may guilt sa loob. The heck did I just did? Nagkabati din kami days later, but I didnt told her about the getting laid happening. Two weeks passed, and just like rice field in a tropical country, dumating yung bagyong sisira ng lahat. The girl contacted me as she sent a picture of her holding a pregnancy kit. Zooming in...positive yung result. The caption? Guess what! You have to take responsibility asshole. I met the girl, and we have attempted several more test to confirm na akin nga yung bata. And guess what? Akin nga. And guess what I learned? Im an asshole. Di ko sinabi sa kanya yung nagawa ko And this one particular day happened. I was strolling down sa may SM. Window shopping ba. Tingin dito, tingin diyan. Then I saw her with her mom sa isang particular stall. She was pushing a baby cart. Syempre, I said my hi sa kanila, then I asked kung kanino yung bata, and they said nga na anak yun ng tita niya. Sila lang ang nagbantay since single mother yung tita niya. After some time, umalis din yung mommy niya at iniwan kami ni babe kasama yung bata. All throughout the course of our walks, nakita ko kung gaano siya kasaya sa pag-aalaga ng bata. I saw her smile, her care, her nurture for the child. Nagi-guilty ako. Around 5PM, pumasok kami sa isang stall na para sa mga buntis. We rented a room for the baby, and after entering inside, I broke into tears just as she carries the baby. I always dreamed of her carrying our own child. Pero I guess, that wont happen anymore. She saw me crying, and asked me what happened. Then I said everything. Babe, I got someone pregnant. In an instant, I heard a hard and deafening slap against my cheek. Nawalan na ako ng pakealam kung gaano kasakit yung sampal, pero ang alam ko, hindi na niya ako mapapatawad sa nagawa ko. She turned her back from me at pumunta sa batang nakahiga sa may baby bed. She held it in her arms, and started to cry. I never saw her cry like this. Her cry...full of hurt. Full of disappointment. Full of sadness. The baby, not knowing what was happening, held babes neck against his fragile body. Babe cried vividly, more intensely. Yung pinangako kong Di kita papaiyakin. Promise? Guess what!? Im an asshole. What she see of me, a dirtbag...a shitty dirtbag not worth keeping. What I see...my babe and our child crying as if her husband is leaving them soon. ****************************** PS. Not my true school. But Im just 18. PPS. If you want another part, just comment. Ill be reading it. ~TheMan\3rd year\SNS
Posted on: Fri, 17 Oct 2014 04:53:08 +0000
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