TOO funny... I realized that three years later I am still in the exact same boat: Trying to figure out how to be happy without being a mother. Trying to figure out how to bring fulfillment and REAL joy to my life without having the thing I want most. Im figuring out that I have basically spent the last three + years feeling empty and just trying to distract myself with endless projects. So I am going to ask the same question I did years ago.... and REALLY think on this myself as well! How do I find meaning and happiness in life while waiting to become a mother? And how do I strengthen myself and process this emotionally so that I can handle the heart breaks of little ones coming in and out of my life if I do the foster thing? But most importantly... how do I NOT let this run my life, my every though/action/dream/decision? How do I stop focusing on this when family is EVERYWHERE literally every movie commercial car next to me shopping cat with smiling children tv show... I cant escape mothers and smiling children EVERYWHERE! I mean caring and loving for family is the meaning of life!!! So How do you stop caring about that? How do you just turn off your emotions until is your time according to God? Because I have done a really crappy job of getting past this the last three years... I need to come up with a MUCH better plan if I might be doing this for another three years LOL. So any and all advice/Ideas are GREATLY appreciated! Even if its just more distraction ideas. You cant offend me! so SHOOT!:
Posted on: Sat, 17 Jan 2015 03:41:44 +0000
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