Tears of sorrows & suffering are salty & toxic. It tastes nasty. Tears of liberation & happiness are sweet & pure. It tastes delicious. Finally, viruse Asshole is removed & defilements are uninstalled. Was stuck on the angers-hatreds file. This file is larger than I anticipated, but everything is uninstalled & system is as clean as it can be. Hihihihi In the middle of no where. Thousand of miles away, know no one, speak to no one (except my teacher), dont know the language, but I feel this is my home. Got my own room with a bathroom on a hill looking down the river. Two delicious vegetarian & non-vegetarian meals a day from freshly organic locally growth foods & fruits by the monastery. I am eating foods prepared with lots of loves & fruits & veggies which I have never see before; my taste bugs are having a party every day & they love it. From 3am to 9pm (18 hrs a day) meditating, eating, & resting, then sleep 6 hours, then repeat the next day. No, no Ban, this is not intense meditation, this is intense blessness Ban. The ultimate way to purify the mind & the heart & experience true happiness. What more could a girl like me ask for? Maybe Nibbana?? Oh I love my life & every breath I take! Breathe in, I feel liberated, breathe out, I feel happy. I want to stay here for the rest of my life. Ban, sell my house & send me the money so I can build a bamboo-coconut leaves house here ban hihihi Oh Buddha, I keep smiling so much that the muscles on my face sorts hihihihi. I love me & I love you Buddha! Thank you for everything!
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 02:50:40 +0000
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