Thanking god for another day of life, n for having a family that I love soooo much... We may go through our up n downs but what family doesnt... Rather rain then snow, but I cant win b cuz both make my fibromyalgia to be in worse pain n with the back chronic pain that I live with 24/7, makes me feel like crap all the time.. I sometimes dont like feeling like this b cuz I find my self being so moody which its not fair to my love ones.. Always praying n asking god for forgiveness in the way I may at times be a miserable person, I even dislike my self for being this way at times.. Ppl whom may understand the way I feel are those whom may be sick with chronic pain n also have fibromyalgia, which also be lossing lotttss of sleep which as well dont help with these mood swings, also those others that suffer from illness that could only be controlled some what with medicine.. All I could say is to my family is that Im truly sorry for the way I may be at times, I just which that all this pain would just vanish so that I could be that person I one was.. I love u Natalie, Christian, Cee-jay, my papisongo n my favorite two little ppl, Thayvee n Toya whom for they I breath these days.. Good nite to all my FB family n Freinds...
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 02:38:12 +0000
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