That is all I wish for. Contentedness and ease. No paranoia. No anxiety, unless I am anticipating and dreaming. No depression without deep thought that has a random onset and a harsh end. Not a disorder, but complete control and functionality. I understand this takes practice, at the cost of reconstruction and re-learning things that were old and harmful before. I am ready to encounter that and move on, as change is the essence for me, a motto I want to make permanent, versus the old routines that I am grounded in. I am ready for something better and compatible with the outline I have for life, more of a tiny mark that I will try my hardest to make on the world someday. Whether it resonates with just me or the entire world, a tiny group or more than just that, is half up to me, half up to everyone else.
Posted on: Thu, 20 Nov 2014 04:03:58 +0000
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