*The Last GOODBYE* Love gives you pleasure, happiness, satisfaction. You feel head over heels. You go CRAZY in love. You feel as if you are the luckiest person of the world. But this is not something that happens with everyone who falls in love. Love is not something that gives you happiness always. Sometimes...infact most of the times its about pain, agony, tears. -------------------------------------------- *11 a.m* My cell was constantly beeping and i was lulled by in sleep. After another drastic fight between us, i cried like always and crying hard creates a burning sensation in your eyes and your head gets heavy as if being weighed by so many tons. Constant buzzing of my cell brought me from unconscious to semi-conscious and from semi-conscious to conscious stage. I received the call without checking the number flashing at the screen. "hello !" i said in a low and sleepy voice. "Akriti..." another low voice came from other side. But it was a FAMILIAR one...one which could brought me to my sense in a jiffy. "Paraag...!!!" his voice just made me like i was not at all sleepy. His call meant a lot since we had a fight few hours back. "I want to meet you" there was blank expression in his voice. "W....WH...WHAT....all ok na ?" i had never been nervous on meeting him . The thought of meeting him, seeing him used to tickle my stomach with butterflies inside it but this time.....i dont know why but my 6th sense was threatnening me with an unknown fear. "I guess its not working anymore....we need to end this....so i want to meet you for the last time to clear and wind up everything" his words lft me dumbstruck, jaw dropped. I was confused .. still wondering over what i just heard. What he meant by WINDING UP. How could he ? I was left with no other option than making myself cry again but not to make myself sleep, instead to make myself strong that i can meet him and start everything in a new way with him. I determined that i wont let him go, afterall i had always loved him so much . Every couple faces problems but that doesnt mean the relation aint working anymore. I had complete faith over my love and the same gave me strength to bring him back. I dressed up the way he loved to see me, choodidar suit, half clutched hair, watch and a elegant bracelet and my heels. I believed i would make him MINE once again. I believed seeing me like this again would drive him crazy again for me and he would change his decision and then i would pursure him for a new beginning, i would make him believe over my eternal love for him. I reached at the decided venue to meet him, to sort out everything instead of wind up. I reached there before time and started waiting for him sitting at the favourite place at our favourite venue. After waiting for about 5 minutes, i saw my prince coming towards me. Actually he too reached before time and was coming towards our favourite table to wait for me unaware of the fact that i was already present there. "Hie paraag" i greeted him to draw his attention. He was startled on seeing me there. I, for the first time reached before time and moreover my attire was somewhere working probably. He, after a very small pause, tried to act normal, as if nothing affected her and he was still adamant over his decision. "Let it make very short and clear. Nothing is working between us, so i want to end this mess right here and now" he said looking staright into my eyes. Those words again and those blank expressions at his face, as if nothing was affecting him were hurting me. I couldnt see the happiness at his face which hsi eyes used to reflect on seeing me before him nor i could sense any glipmse of pain "But...paraag..we can give it another chance. Every relation suffers through some problesm but..but we would sort it out na..please dont leave me like this" never even at phone i talked in so low tone to him. It was hard for me to even speak up. I determined that i would bring him back but his single sentence, absence of pain in his eyes broke my heart, my strength. My voice was choking. I was trying every bit of mine to control my tears because i didnt want anyone else to see how WEAK i am. "No Akriti, now nothing can happen..its all OVER and i mean it. All the best and have a happy and bright future" he said it so rudely and just left. He stayed there for hardly 5 minutes and then just left. I was wondering how he could be so hard with me. How he could react like this with someone whom he once used to love so much. He was behaving as if he never loved me, probably he never LOVED me. If he had ever then he had not left me like this, helpless, dying every second for him. How could someone be so rude with someone they love. He indeed never. Probably he wanted to get RID of me. Love was just a game for him but for me it was everything. His last words were to wish me luck for my bright future but how could i explain him that i had nothing without him, no life, no future and no brightness. He was EVERYTHING for me but probably i was NOTHING for him. He just left me, without even thinking once how would i survive without him. Now there was no meaning of LIFE where he was not with me. Getting dressed, KOHL, heels, accessories all were now a WASTE. He just left me to starve for him ... for the whole of my life. He already moved on, so he LEFT me. I was left by him but i would never be able to MOVE on. Aa_ku
Posted on: Fri, 23 Aug 2013 10:54:07 +0000
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