The end of this year really sucks... I never felt this lonely ever or heart broken, my mom,sisters,brother,actually my whole family dont talk to me except my dad... My family still think Im rude n calling me out from my past thinking I know it all,I dont know it all Im experiencing life as I move forward... N this chick that thought she had crush awhile back blow me off twice ha the first time she was catching feelings while I toke her as a friend n things werent working out because I was not fully excepted with god... I toke my time n focused n fully gave my trust to god before I gave my trust to anybody else,now that I turned to him I started getting all these challenges with the ones I really care about fighting for n now they not here...but I gave my chance with this chick the second time,n now that the feelings were switched to where I was catching feelings n she was in the middle of wanting to be with me n just be friends ha confused the whole situation,made me bipoler at the moment haha... So the past my family say I ran on til this day is not to trust nobody,stand your grounds n forget what others thought they had against you...next semester at AIC is going to be hard but ima go strong n be a freaking jerk to the ones who did me wrong...it dont matter who you are,most were mad bbecause I kept my distance from brisa knowing she was going to put me through this heartackes...
Posted on: Mon, 22 Dec 2014 07:48:32 +0000
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