The melodious song mesmerized me and cloaked my soul in a most liberating embrace I had never known. The emotion enveloped me, and smothered the emptiness. I thought I would prefer epathy over this, I confided to her. Why? she asked. Are you saying you would rather be cold than comforted? Hes looking at you and offering his hand in friendship and youre rudely looking away pretending not to notice. At least with him you wouldnt be so alone. I felt my eyes turn into colorless pools as I glared at her for stating the obvious. Being numb to someone is better than feeling something, I explained. Safer you mean, she interrupted. I sighed and continued, When someone who was once significant in your life comes back after an extended absence, emotions you had finally freed yourself from are reawakened, and if thats not enough to contend with, dormant memories are summoned whether you want them to be or not. And what is it that you want? she posed triumphantly. I swallowed my anger and thought with defeat, Nothing anyone can give me. #Numbness
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 08:56:45 +0000
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